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Old Jul 24, 2024, 03:21 PM
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Desperate, wish I could rewind to life before 30s. It is not a matter of solitude -i don't suffer that, i have friends- but mistakes i made that f****d up my life. Work related

I lost everything in the last 7 years. Absurdity happened.
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Old Jul 24, 2024, 04:43 PM
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Hungry. Couldn’t eat lunch because of my esophagus so I’m looking for soft food for supper. Hmmm 🤔 could do the fried rice. But overall I’m good.
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Old Jul 24, 2024, 07:46 PM
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Well my optomotrist just rang to say my glasses have arrived. Yeeha I can't wait for work to be finished
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Old Jul 25, 2024, 05:15 AM
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Feeling discouraged...
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Old Jul 25, 2024, 02:28 PM
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My blood pressure is 139/86 right now and I have the chills. I am doing ok today. I'm just feeling kinda blah.
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Old Jul 26, 2024, 07:04 AM
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These dog days of summer make me feel so sluggish and tired. Its like this breif period where I get summer SAD for a a couple weeks from late July until mid August.
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Old Jul 26, 2024, 07:50 PM
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I have been forcing myself to deal with all of my problems by asking myself what am I going to do ?
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Old Jul 27, 2024, 10:02 AM
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I'm very tired today, but I think my stomach is calming down. I drank coffee without an issue. Now its Powerade thats giving me trouble. I'm watching the olympics instead of the news.
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Old Jul 27, 2024, 04:07 PM
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In a very good mood, just things are going really well. Getting ready for the music festival so things are going good.
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Old Jul 28, 2024, 09:44 AM
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I have been a bad person and admitted it too late to myself. I've changed inside, even if i am still not a Saint
I wish a god could come to me and demand my life in exchange with my father's one. I wish I could be send to shadows brutally and give him and my mother their lives back. I would accept
When I was young, i was so egoist that i wouldn't do it
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Old Jul 28, 2024, 05:26 PM
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Feeling very good and feeling great about life : )
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Old Jul 29, 2024, 09:25 AM
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I woke up at 4:30 and I took my meds and I didn't go back to sleep. Now I am so tired despite caffeine and excercising.
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Old Jul 30, 2024, 12:42 AM
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Not looking forward to work tomorrow ... double Year 8's .... one year 8 class straight after another ... eek!
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Old Jul 30, 2024, 03:00 PM
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I thought I was having a heart attack earlier and it freaked me out and I had no idea what to do so I just ate some saltine crackers thinking it was heartburn and it did help. Although I still don't feel that great and my doctor did comment on my blood pressure today.
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Old Jul 31, 2024, 10:28 AM
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I took my cats to the vets. It was $542 for the both of them. That was actually less then I was expecting. They needed shots and ear medcine. I feel like crap again, but I'm just pushing through things.
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Old Aug 01, 2024, 02:49 PM
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I was feeling fine until my stomach crapped out on me for no apparent reason. Tums, Dramamine, Prilosec, and saltine crackers didn't work. I just took a Zofran and things are kinda manageable.
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Old Aug 02, 2024, 02:44 PM
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I was doing bad and then ok. Then I had to go pickup groceries. I had my Mcdonalds boo bucket with me, but I was still miserable. But my fridge is full now at least.
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Old Aug 03, 2024, 04:21 PM
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That Zofran is catching up to me. I've just been in the bathroom all afternoon and I got some Phlips but its not doing anything and I really don't want to go to the ER for a possible blockage. Plus nothing I'm eating is staying down so I'm a bit light headed as well right now. I'm trying just to manage things on my own. I had to go off my Prilosec for mental health reasons. I have a call into my doctor
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Old Aug 04, 2024, 12:55 PM
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I don't feel good. I wish I just felt normal for once instead of sick and tired all day.
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Old Aug 04, 2024, 04:26 PM
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Feeling very optimistic, more stable than ever, and bouncing back far better than in the past. This opens up possibilities for near future.
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Old Aug 04, 2024, 06:00 PM
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Today is hard. Almost every day of my life has been hard because of my OCD. That's really what affects my qualify of life the most because it's just so time consuming and it's aggressive lately affects my relationships the most. I'll clean my place and do my errands tomorrow when it's finally under 100 degrees in CO cuz I'm sleeping very poorly because of the heat. I cannot wait for October.
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Old Aug 06, 2024, 02:28 PM
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I was doing ok until noon or so. Idk what I need. I don't really feel much of anything. Maybe I just had too much caffeine. Dumb Starbucks and their $3 coffee deal.
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Old Aug 06, 2024, 07:34 PM
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Feeling good but incredibly unhappy with the way I look. Just so miserable sometimes. : (
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Old Aug 07, 2024, 05:35 PM
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Not so well how about you
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Old Aug 09, 2024, 02:53 PM
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I'm a bit crabby and all over the place
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